gosh, i feel like i haven't visited my blog for ages. my life is very busy nowadays, helping my mom pack our things. finally we're moving tomorrow meaning NO MORE PACKING! YAY! i can finally relax. i'm on hiatus in aff so i can finally do some thinking to improve my fic. for the pass 3 days i've been watching k-drama. i just finished watching my girl and i cried so much at the ending, i feel like laughing at myself for crying so hard because of a drama. it's the first drama that made me cry so hard. but it's AMAZING!! 10/10..kekeke.
even the characters are 10/10! especially LEE DONG WOOK.. SO KYEOPTA!!! thank god, he's been released from the army. i hope he makes another drama with lee dae he. BEST OTP! <3
yesterday i tried scent of a woman, dong wook's new drama. i like the plot and of course the lead actor but not the actress, so i didn't continue watching it. i only approve dae he for him..lol. now i'm waiting for vampire diaries and the secret circle episode 5. so excited, can't wait. KYAAAA! and since the 7th i've been waiting for sbs's email if i passed or not. i hope they'll still email me even if i didn't pass. so i can stop waiting for nothing.. i feel so pathetic. grrrr.
on the 9th i was so freaking annoyed at my pathetic self and i cried so hard. can you imagine i missed an audition with cube entertainment. i missed the deadline for star hunt. TT.TT i missed an opportunity. JEAN YOU PABO!!! so now i've been going to every single kpop news site to check if there's an audition, i vowed to myself and to god that i will never give up. i know it's some weird and corny but who cares at least i'm a hard worker. and at least i can prove to myself that i don't just talk big but also act big. HWAITING FOR MYSELF! kekeke... i'll be patient, work hard and wait. i'm sure another opportunity will come soon... i'll just have to believe in god and myself. :)
and i also have to gain as much self confidence to go to my new school. *cries. i'll be moving to abu dhabi (boring country) this 22nd i think. just by thinking of it makes me cry but luckily i have amazing friends that's encouraging me to work hard and don't lose hope. i'm really nervous since i'll be going to school ON MY BIRTHDAY. CAN YOU FREAKING IMAGINE THAT! *sighs.. well this is life, i feel like fate is really challenging me. but no matter what i will never give up. N-E-V-E-R.... NEVER! i'll just have to be strong and wait for this storm to die down so that my rainbow can finally appear ^^ kekeke...
at end i just wanna say. LIFE STOP BEING AN ASS AND PLEASE BE NICE..PRETTY PLEASE WITH CHERRY ON TOP :)
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BYE BYE TO MY SUPER MAGNIFICENT AMIGAS... I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU.. THERE'S ALWAYS A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART FOR THE TWO OF YOU.. SEE YOU SOON
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EONNI DON'T FORGET MY TAEMIN PIN <3 LOVE YAH!!!
PYONG! :3
time to watch secret garden...kekekeke :3
